Episode 27: Just a Good Day

7th February 2024

Dear Diary,

    Everything went good, just a bit of a touch-up on my writing skills and some reading more formal English and sooner or later, I can be better at writing! 🤣

    Well, there is an upcoming event and I am hoping that it would be fun like last time! 🤗 I am a bit nervous but I am getting the hang of it. I am quite sweaty when dancing so that's an insecurity, but even if I sweat a lot, I don't smell bad because I do take care of hygiene being a germaphobe of course.

    

    That's it for now, Good night! and God Bless!

 

Episode 26: Energized

6th February 2024

Dear Diary,

    Today, I felt so energized! 😁 I was having a lot of fun dancing and at the same time, playing with friends added-up to the fun! 😅 I am not sure where I got that burst of energy from, but it was worth it! 

    With all of the stuff going-on about my personal life (problems), it feels so lightening to have a day without any worries, having fun and dancing all day long. 😎 All I can say is that, I wish that more days like this would come, and that's it! 🤗🤗

    Good night and God bless broli! 😊

 

Episode 25: Everyone For Him/Herself I Guess

 5th February 2024

Dear Diary,

    It seems that the people who tries to be kind and close to you are the people who are probably going to make your life a living nightmare!😶 The fact that some people will try to convince you to trust them because they too have the same enemies or rivals is insane, and more to that is, this person will tell all your secrets to your enemy. 🤯

    All I feel right now is confusion, that's all. I am not actually angry, sad, or have the feeling of regret from losing him/her. I know this world is under a food web, and us humans are part of it, the only thing scary is that human eat human from the chain and sometimes remove them completely, you feel me? 😩

    It is what the world revolves around on right now, the weak gets eaten by the strong, and the easy going person are eaten alive by the world around us. 😶

    That's all for today, God bless and good night you, STAY STRONG! 🤩 

Episode 24: Exhausted

4 February 2024

Dear Diary,

     Today's feels like such a long day😭, but to be honest, all I did was sleep and eat then read some stories! 🤗 and that's it because before I knew it, it's already 10 pm.😅

    This is an exact representation of me the whole day. 😭 Well it is Sunday which is a rest day for me, relax without working out which is also needed for muscle regeneration. 😑 I guess today is my cheat day also! Hahahahaha welp, time to go to bed early since I'll go to school early tomorrow! 😴

    Good night and God bless as always ya'll! 😎

Episode 24: Ein Schöner Tag

3 February 2024

Dear Diary,

    Today was a good day! It was a whole lot of fun being able to see my friends!😁 Another day worth remembering I'd say, and I didn't regret spending all my time with them! 😂

    I'd be lying if I say that nothing new came up because all my home boys are stepping-up in life! ☺ I am happy for them, one was even accepted by a band which such a cool news! 🤗

    I am glad that everyone around me are moving-up in life and are pursuing their dreams, and I too want to reach that soon... closely... let's see... 🤣 

    

    Anyways, I'll have such a good sleep tonight so God bless and good luck as always!

Episode 23: Nothing New

2nd February 2024

Dear Diary,

     Just another usual day. We did have our quiz bee and it was a lot of fun! 😄 That's really the only thing I can say, it was such a normal day that I didn't even have a change in emotion, all day fun and excitement!

    Wish that tomorrow will be different from today! God bless and good luck! 

Episode 22: How can a Single Person Perfect to Everybody?

 1st February 2024

Dear Diary,

    Today got me thinking about how can a single person be loved by everyone, given that every person's perspective may differ from person to person? It got me asking myself from rumors about what they thought of me, things that are not for me to hear but found a way to come to me, "Is that really me?". I do have a different view on myself and it is far from what they say, some are even far fetch I say, however, that's what they think of me, is it really possible to change that? I did change, I am less competitive and less of a selfish moron, but the only thing that they remember me are the negative ones so I feel a bit hopeless on changing their perspective of me.

    

    I am a bit confuse of how I can improve everything, from myself and everyone around me without changing all of my positive traits. It's hard to satisfy everyone, but it is worth a shot! 😎 Well as much as it hurts me to continue on trying, I can use this experience to at least appreciate the beauty of negative comments, to make me better and mold be as a better human being. 😏 

    Good night, God bless, and see ya'll tomorrow! 

Episode 21: Lucky!!!

 31st January 2024

Dear Diary,

    I feel so good today! I was able to make a blog everyday and on time! To be honest, I was already thinking about making my own diary so this is basically killing two birds with one stone! I don't know if any of my output were incredible, but I did have a lot of fun expressing my feelings and even continued making a blog every single day! That's why I feel a bit lucky that I had a lot of fun making all of them and even thought about continuing this until death took a toll on me then I will stop! 😔 

    But until that day arrives, this blog can stay active! I am not sure that I would be able to continue it everyday but if I do skip a day or two, expect that I would compensate with a long one! 

    

    Good luck, keep on what your doing and God bless! Nytie!😴

Episode 20: Duplication of Yesterday

 30th January 2024

Dear Diary,

    Today was the same as yesterday, I get to travel the world for free without even moving 🤣. Such fun I tell you, but that's about it I guess, nothing new happened today. Oh, I forgot about my morning jog to the cemetery to talk to my grandparents, and it was a bit sad to talk to them without hearing them talk but it is okay, I got over it anyways, and I hate to see them see me sad which would make them sad so I'll keep my happy face on until the day comes when it is time for me to die. 😓

    That's about it for my day! Good luck out there when ever you are right now J. 😂 

    Good night and God bless dude! 😎

  

    

Episode 19: Average Day

29th January 2024

Dear Diary,

    Back to school! Such a bummer😭, but it is what it is I guess. It is not as bad as other days though because I felt like I travelled around the world without even walking 100 miles. 🤣 The reports were amazing not going to lie and it was fun!

    That's it for today, nothing really stood out for me. It may be a small blog but I'd try to continue making one everyday so in the near future, I would read this like I am just a viewer reading through someone's life. 😅

    

    Goodnight, God bless and keep on grinding! 😎

Episode 18: A Burst of Fun Emotions!

 28th January 2024

Dear Diary,

    Today, I went out with my friends and it was such a blast! It made me so happy to unwind a little from school, specially after the exam week you know! We went out and eat lunch and I can't even tell you how fun it was! I am just over joy right now. After that, we played some competitive games and it was so stressful I must say, but I love the competitive nature of it and the fact that I didn't care if I win or lose because I am playing against my friends is a first! 🤣

    Such a rare occasion for me to not care about anything given that I am one of the most competitive person out there. 😓

    

    I wish I would continue-on this attitude and instead of comparing myself to others, I should compare myself to my yesterday self! 😌

    Goodluck for tomorrow, God bless and Loosen-up a bit, have fun! 🤗