Episode 3: Uneasy mind

 13th January 2024

Dear Diary,

    I find it very hard to open up my feelings to someone,🤐 even if they are my mom, my dad, and even my to my siblings and friends. I don't know if it involves my sexuality but it feels like it. As of now I feel a little bit of insecurity and an uneasy mind, I feel like whenever I really reveal who I really am, some and maybe everyone will stray away from me. 😓

    I am still at the point where I still can't open up to even my brother, the closes person I have but I kind of like it that way, to keep everything at secret. 😅

    As of today I have done nothing to try to open up nor think of a plan to open up to someone. I wish that someday I can open up to at least one person because I feel like bursting out emotions and I don't even know what emotions I will lash-out. ☺😍😣😭😵🤪😡

    I really hope that I can open-up to someone and maybe improve myself even further. 😥

 That's all I have for today, Goodnight everyone, God bless and see you for tomorrow's blog!