25th January 2024
Dear Diary,
Today, I thought that everything was going smoothly, I was gaining their respect and trust back, but it seems that I was the only one feeling that way. Although it seems that I am all good and jolly in the outside, sometimes even looks of disgust or judgement hurts my ego I guess. This was a journey of me fitting back to my old friend group, but it seems as though that they have decided to just "be friendly" to me, don't get me wrong, they are not bullying me or trying to leave me to just perish alone, but I have the gut feeling of them using their poker faces, some are even so friendly in front of me but is not behind me.
I guess that's life, you never know who to trust and who not to. I just realized that everything leading-up to now's such a useless process, so I'll stick to my best friends, doesn't matter if we are just a small group, at least we are true to each other! 😎
I'll continue on, wish me luck to my journey and I'll wish you back too. Thank you for coming along my journey, God bless and have a nice day! 😁
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